Kaliou

Emptiness. I feel my heart beating with void. Every beat, I'm drowned with memories. Within me, war. Memories slaughtering emotions, emotions obliterating memories. Old wounds ripped open by a knife, that same knife that had long ago been inside me. Time heals all wounds, scars are never erased. Bit by bit I'm fading away. If I become nothing, Will you still love me?

Sanctuary, My mind, my dreams. Drop by drop you contagiously invaded my thoughts. With you, Reality felt real. I stole into the night, your sweat still on my skin, My body craving more. Rooted from desire, your breath was my breath. Desire became lust, Our bodies molded into one. Lust became love; Love became addiction. I stole into the night, your sweat still on my skin, my body satisfied, yet my heart craved more...

The only witness to my disappearance, I find myself diluted. Memory is the only bridge left between Soul and physicality. Phasing in, Fading out, Digging, ripping out of my own flesh with filthy broken nails. My Body is no longer your pagan temple, but a monument of corruption and lust. I cover up my naked heart with the palm of my hand and my vacant eyes with yours. The wet shame of my tears trickles down your fingers, and with the tip of my tongue i take back that which i prohibit you to see. My heartbeat mimics your shaking hands.

I flip through your empty pages, Eyes erratically drifting back and forth, Desperately trying to find A Paragraph,                                               A Sentence,                                                          A Word,                                                                 A Dot,                                                                      An Answer. Before I know it, My time is up. I'm running late. It's time for me to go. I flip the last page and i still find nothing. I close your worn leather cover and put you back on the shelf. I'll forever wonder if i missed anything while i was flippin

Shaky hands hold pen, Drop of ink falls onto page. Forever Tainted.

Sister Mary's on her knees, Yelling, Jesus, Jesus please. Panties down, Legs apart, As god intrudes into her heart. She begins her little stunt, Hand to thigh, Hand to cunt. Eyes wide shut, she bites her lip, drops of sweat roll down her tit. Toes curled up, she starts to moan, She's in heaven, All alone. Yes, she's there, She sees the light, Thank you lord, See you tomorrow night.

Sweat drops trickled down the crevices in his forehead, all wrinkled up from effortlessly trying to squint away the blinding sun. All around his face little droplets of sweat started to appear and come together like sweet dew on an orchid at 5 am, finally creating massive drops that dripped down and stained his already filthy tank top. He kept walking while completely disregarding the fact that his legs were about to give in and he was going to collapse. He had no destination nor the slightest sense of direction, but he had, for an unknown reason to him, the will to keep going. In the distance, he spotted a glimmer of hope, a dark blot on t

In a world where darkness is a haven and humanity has crumbled into nothing more than distant and unsure memories snatched by those who long for it, Where civilization has been diminished by the crush of a dollar bill that fell from the sky and crashed into our existence, Where crucial emotions such as happiness, sadness, anger and pleasure have become  forbidden taboos and have fallen in the same basket as Heroin and Cocaine. Drugs, Where 2 types of people exist; Those who reside outside the glass box, and those who are still imprisoning themselves in it, Where the earth has finally taken its sweet revenge, served on an icy fatal platter, by

From behind closed eyelids,       I can see you in front of me, The glimmer in your eyes make mine glimmer,       Your innocent smile makes me smile. My nose is flooded with your bitter-sweet perfume,       The one whose odor i have memorized,       Etched in the back of my mind. I open my eyes,        And You are not there.        The Glimmer Fades,        The Smile Dies,        Your Scent Is Gone. I close my eyes, and once again,        Life Is Beautiful...